IUI#4 is a go! We're officially on track to have our next IUI be sometimes late next week or next weekend. I started meds and injections on Monday.
Really, I just wanted to post a picture of my pretty pink and glitter manicure ;)
It feels so surreal that the time has come to start this process all over again. We've been on such a long break since August. It just almost doesn't feel real. But we feel ready. We've done a lot of grieving, a lot of processing and praying over the last 5 months. I feel like we're in a good place right now. It just feels like the right time to start taking steps forward again.
Honestly, I am nervous and scared. I am haunted by a lot of "what ifs." What if it doesn't work? What if I have another ectopic pregnancy? What if what if whatifwhatifwhatifwhatif. But I also have a lot of hope, optimism and excitement. Cautious excitement, but still excitement. We actually know that an IUI can work. And that's a pretty big deal for us.
Here we go!